What a crazy start to a new year. Starbucks, hokkien mee, sleeping on the couch, being locked out, texting in the early hours of the morning, and now- undone homework smirking at me. (:

So in attempt to make myself happy, I took the left over red wine and munched on kinder beauno and watched HSM2 again. Couldn't walk properly after that. Hahaha. Can't concentrate on heymath. I am so unaccomplished. (:

Happy New Year.

Geraldine coming over later, watch-night service, homework to complete.

Mo- I shan't BOTHER to make this invisible to everybody. Forget it, let's not dwell in whatever we were dwelling about 'cause you didn't understand what I was saying. So, HECK, okay. (: I was not trying trying to act cheem, honest. Anyway, I realised that Edward has hairy hands. (: ROBERT PATTISON IS APPEARING ON THE ELLEN SHOW TODAY, EVERYONE! 5pm, Channel 5.

Move along.

Letting go is easier than it seems.

Today jumbled up into one: changi airport, never-ever game, banana crumble/ Nigella, Rheumatism/ Arthritis/ Osteoporosis, TWLIGHT(AGAIN!), stalking that girl in that ugly dress, crepes, Joakim Gomez, Jiayi's glasses, failed tennis games with Mum. Pictures will be up soon/ in the near future.

One day to the new year. Hoho.

Dangyun-
I haven't changed, it's just the perspective of you, to me, has changed. That's why I act different towards you. Too much has happened. Too much is happening. Refer to my next post NOW. (:

Imagine what we could do-

" I wanna run away, far far away."
"Let's someday, build a castle in the middle of some forest and run away to there where no one can ever hurt us again."
" I love your brain. Okay, meet you there at the castle."
" We'll make it 1000 stories high with a glass lift!"

Run, baby, run- don't ever look back.

I broke one of my New Year Resolutions already, typically. To control my emotions at all costs.

My mood now.

Leirbag!

It's this heavy thumping coming from your heart and then the pit of your stomach lurches.

Yiyun.

I'm sorry but don't expect anything out of me because I can't give you anything. You shouldn't have bothered from the begining but it's obviously too late.

WEISZE, COME BACK ALREADY. I MISS YOUR CONSTANT SMSES AND I KNOW YOU'LL BE DELIGHTED TO SEE THIS POST, ALL DEDICATED TO YOU. LOVE.

Precisely because she isn't me.

Merry Christmas you all.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well

"Okay, so Robbie is mine, Edward is yours."

Fictional characters are so much easier to fall in love with.

How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Today was a good waste of time.

Palpitations.
You're in my head.
Thud, thud, thud.
It's going to be a long night.

Eve.

Tomorrow would be- presents, surprises, carols, lunch and Christmas party in the evening.

"Eh, wanna know what I bought you for Christmas?"
"No, go away, don't tell me!"
"High School Musical 3 soundtrack. I had to withdraw money from my bank account."

Trust my brother to buy something like that for me. But honestly, I don't mind.
My dad said he's opening that hugehuge Vodka bottle today. Yes Sathrin, it's the same one we tried stealing at the chalet but it's pear flavour. Hahaha.

Happy Christmas Eve everyone!

It's cold.

"Vampire."

Spent the evening trying to cycle Den seated on the front of the bicycle, with her head blocking me, her hands and legs in the way. Fell down and screamed only a couple of hundred times. Got disapproving glares from fellow Kembagan-ians. Talked about things at our hideout beside the mrt.

"What size is he? I think 'L' lah."

Den scared off the cat that was eavesdropping into our conversation. Girls like us have nothing better to discuss about, seriously. (:

Christmas Eve! I can't wait for tomorrow.

Old time's sake.

I don't love you, like I did yesterday.

INDIANA JONES WEARS A FEDORA HAT. HAHAHAHA. KIMBO, YOU SURE YOU STILL WANT? (:

And we all fall down again.

Quick and random updates:
Angus, thongs and perfect snogging- screaming/ogling at Robbie and Tom, Ultraviolet/stiff dylans, getting wedges crumbs stuck in my fbts.
Hwee Gek's chalet- Sathrin's wig, ice-and-water, singing Christmas carols loudly, waltzing in the pool, reaching home at 12am.
The graffiti(the demented sheep thing) near my house has been re-painted over! >:(
Christmas is in two days.
I am alone at home, sleepy and full.
I have yet to find out how a fedora looks like.
I don't care about the untouched homework.

You're kinda sweet. :D

20 hours more.

The Institute for Idiotic Pursuits.

5 days till Christmas.
WeiSze refuses to go for a manicure with me.
Think green nails on one hand, and the other hand, red.
Christmas colours!
:D

Skipping.

I wanna do something wild and crazy and illegal so that I'll remember it for the rest of my life with no regrets.
Totally in the Christmas spirit.

Leave me alone, seriously.

I guess you could hold my hand if you want to-

Smile.

Realised how much I missed everyone.
And that in less than two weeks time, 2009 is begining.
Mixed feelings and all,
I can't wait to see what's going to become of everything and everyone.

Time to make my 2009 resolutions and break them again, like I do every year. Nothing much to look forward to. Same old, same old. I'm not complaining, especially with Christmas round the corner. Surprisingly, I don't actually want anything. (: I swear, my life is so boring.
GOT A TATTOO! WHOO! :D CLICHE, I KNOW, BUT I GOT A ROSE. A BLACK AND RED ONE, GOTHIC. (:

Anymore.

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died

I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

5 December '10.

"Besides getting you hurt, I can't give you anything else."

WHOO! :D
TODAY WAS FUCKING FUN! (: KINDA, ANYWAY. BOLT, ARCADE-ING, RISK, MONOPOLY AND DIABETICS!

Hong Kong. I'm really actually not looking forward to it.
7 days.
Till then.

Now.

Promise to waltz, 'LESBIAN' as my first word during scrabble by luck, sitting outside Novel in Roxy Square, "how the f can he be sec 1?", kids saying 'boo!' a couple of million of times at Mos Burger and scaring me, 40 minutes late, skipping and prawn crackers.

I'm going to stay up watching HD again! :D

Suffocating.

You're my cheap thrill.
After last night, I realised how much I missed you.

Spasticated.

I'm not cheena by nature, but I'm crazy over this show. Kinda, anyway. (:
Despite the fact that when I watch, I hear comments like,

" WALAU, BAD ACTING MAN!"
"BLOODY BUNCH OF LOSERS LAH, ALL HE DOES IS STARE AT THE CAMERA."
" EH I WANNA WATCH KIM POSSIBLE LEH, HURRY UP!"

And Kimbo was scoffing at their basketball skills.
Shuddup you all!
I'm going to miss one week of it because I'll be in Hong Kong but realised it's showing on mysoju.

:D

I found out that there was actually another much cheemer name to the show: Hooping Dulcinea
WHOO!
I never declare my obsessions publicly about anything, but this shall be my first and last.

(:

I want this to last.

Today in a few descriptive words:
Truckcarvanbusloads of fun.
Different.
But still the same.
Adventure-y, especially in the early afternoon.
Hide-and-seek-ish. (SQUISHING in the bathtub, behind the car, in the storeroom.)
Haribo addictions.
December 1st, gave Den her present! (: [Though the card part was half done.]
Throwing balls and saying lyrics,
Dance moves, waltz/tango/salsa and "Can I have this dance?" improvised.
Waiting to play basketball but never actually playing in the end.
Night time and rain!

Wei Sze! Get your ass back here lah!

We just keep on getting better.

It just keeps getting better.

Grey clouds.

Today's turning out to be okay.

(:

"Hey. I'm outside your house now."
"WHAT?! OMG. Wait I go to the window."
" Hahahahaha."

You're the best. (:

"You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine."

But no, I'm not okay, everything's not fine.

I'm seriously wondering what's going to become of my life from now on.

And somehow,
I really can wait for 2009 to come.
I hate moving on.

Yesterday went to Kimbo's for Hongildong and other movies.

"L for sucker!"

I agree, I love Yinok too.

(:

Breathless.

I'm so undeserving.

Cambodia!

Some of the many pictures.
Mr Teo is the lamest person ever. Cambodia is awesome. Divya will never be able to get married. That's about it.

(: