"She doesn't like guys. Or girls."
"She's A-sexual?"

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you! Got this from Andria's blog.

• I have weird dreams too! And lots of Déjà vu's and it scares me a little, sometimes.
  
• My sister just bought me three boxes of Marks&Spencer Redcurrant Puffs. Salutations to her.
• My arms are tanner than my legs! :(
  
• I can get terribly insecure.
  
• I need a new hairstyle.
• I like ties. Alot.
• I like people who smell nice.
• I am (hopefully) going to get 72 packets of apple dippers for Valentines'.
  
• I went to Topshop/ FOX 5 times yesterday. Same outlet. Hhaaha.
  
• I am not in love.
  
• I suck at Word Challenge. Kinda.
  
• Angels are too perfect.
• My lips are sensitive to air con.
  
• I splurged on a $90 River Island dress on Thursday.
• Edward Cullen is freakin' hot stuff.
  
• I want a DSLR!
  
• Though this is ancient, I love 'Everything' by Michael Buble. It's my ringtone.
  
• I had a short termed obsession with Michael Phelps. But I decided he has a disproportionate body.
  
• I will run away with Weisze one day and build a castle so that nobody can hurt us.
  
• I tend to get too emotional.
  

Reckless in Pinafores.

I haven't had fun in a pretty long time. Until today. Whoo. Was being a nuisance in Siglap Macs today. Came at 7.30am and left at 11.30. I am crazily in love with Apple Dippers, full stop. They make me sticky! Like, my face and fingers. So blahblah, went Parkway and Weisze was delighted, trying on dresses. We picked ugly clothes for each other, and had the time of our lives. Bride Wars afterwards, crepes and salad making, Newurbanmale saga, went back to Parkway at 6 plus. Lost Weisze halfway, and Survivor started. Hhahaah. Both me and den's phone batt was out, went shopping for quite a bit, lost my phone along the way, went mad, den started having palpitations, walked around Parkway !$%^&**&^ times. Found my phone, wanted to hug Alvin, the other FOX guy, reached home at 9pm.

"If only you were a guy."
"Oh no, it's getting awkward between us. "

I'm satisfied.

For now. (:

Oh, love to some is like a cloud
To some as strong as steel
For some a way of living
For some a way to feel
And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they don`t know

I've been in love with this song since forever.

As good as dead.

Today had to sew my belt twice in school. Pissed me off. Once in the morning, had to sit in the courtyard and sew it. And recess also. I have a apple dippers craving, again! Though Andria says it's overpriced and they put preservatives. Chem revision is un- started.

So much for our promise.

Soda Exchange.

So I'm back. Malaysia was like !@#$%^&*&^%$# great. Drinking some exotic American beer and playing Pictionary till 3am. Had first hand experiences of how sick guys can be. And shopping and walkie talkies! The 'Shi's are the best. (: Except my brother. Chalet tomorrow. I have to do my Chem later. Ugh. I'm still in the oblivious-to-everything-around-me mood. Peihua is spoiling it by asking me Amath questions.

Thinking of you.

Happy Birthday Paige Dearest.
Sorry haven't gotten your present but I'll get it and give to you on Wednesday. Malaysian products. Hahaha. Happy Birthday, hope you liked our apple crumble and birthday singing sessions! You're really cool in your own way, and today's bus ride back was awesomeness. Hope we can bond more over banana choc cakes and Knocked Up(!!!!) and sharing sessions. See you at the Causeway tomorrow! ;D Love you many. (:

I don't know, but I hate this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. I hate disappointment. I really do. I hate hope.

One week.

Omg I love OBS, I love Sui Sen I love 3/2 i love everything about it. I think this year is going to be damn good. I have to freakin' go Malaysia tomorrow. Ugh.

"I sweat half a Jerry Can already man."

(:

And I hate myself for losing you.

AHAHAHA, THEY JUST PLAYED 'EVERYTHING' ON RADIO OMGOMGOMG AND THEY NEVEREVER PLAYED IT BEFORE! :D

Currently eating-

They're as good as Strawberry Pocky. (:

THREE PEOPLE ASKED ME TO BE THEIR VALENTINE! :D

Looking through old photos of last year.

Here without you baby;

" And I'll fall in love with him, lose him, then end up being an old bitter cranky woman who drinks tea and does sudoku."

I'm tired of making mistakes, regretting them, and never actually saying sorry after that.

It's been a long time, but somewhere, buried deep in my heart, I miss you crazily.

I hate it when I get emotional.

&.

I woke up at 5am today to meet Den at Macs for breakfast. She was late, again. Ate and spazzed, bought Pocky, was late for school, got super gleeful. Couldn't concentrate in class, had two free periods, did random stuff, witnessed 'O' level results, went Macs again for lunch, went home.

The meaning of the name Kimberly: Ruler.

This is SO saddening. (:

The way.

There's something 'bout the way you look tonight,
There's something 'bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you.
There's something 'bout the way your lips invite, maybe it's the way that i get nervous when you're around.
And I want you to be mine and if you need a reason why,

It's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight,

It's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me, when I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way, you feel it in the way.

There's something 'bout how you stay on my mind,
there's something 'bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
Oh girl
Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes. Oh baby it's the way that makes me feel to see you smile. And the reasons they may change but what i'm feeling stays the same.

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby.
So don't ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside, just thinking 'bout the way.

There's something bout the way you look tonight.
There's nothing more to say then, I feel it in the way.

Stones.

So, the magic's gone.
Flickering eyes, hopeful glances.
Nothing.
I don't wanna go to school.
Damn my headache.
I didn't even do that much homework.
Ugh.

Lovelikethis.

HWEEGEK- Hello, and thanks for the dedication! (: I still remember you gave me the cup for my 13th birthday, 'Heart to Open'. I still keep it, though it's broken. And the matching bracelets we were supposed to decorate but never did. You promised me we'll go out sometime, so we shall. You're the very bestest. Love you universe. (:

MAN U VS CHELSEA, WHOO! :D Weisze, we HAVE to bet on this one. Don't care that Arsenal isn't inside. (:

Felt just like yesterday, me, this innocent fool and you, just being you. Just a little longer apart.

26 MORE HOURS. 26 MORE SLEEPLESSCRAZYHEARTBEATINGLOOKINGFORWARDTOIT HOURS.

WORD CHALLENGE!

WEISZEEE!! I BEAT YOUR SCORE. (: HAH. I GOT 8554 POINTS! WHOO. Challenge me, bring it on. BRING IT ON! hahaa. Shan't be obnoxious lah. (:

Reach out;

From Stef,
And Best Actor goes to the box. says:
The Ting Ting!

Love you, my letter writing friend. (:

Okay.

So I do deserve to die, and I still do hate myself, but I love my parents. Hahaaahha. Though, they're acting kinda sucked. I've never been happier. Yay! (:

I should stop acting so- emptily happy.

Even so, I lost my wallet. My coach wallet. >:(

One day more. Just for one day more.

Everything.

"What would you do if you were in my shoes?"
"I would dance in them."

So, after two days of craziness, everything's alright again. (: sorry for ruining and fucking up stuff. iloveyoudenweiszekimboGUACAMOLES! Love you all insane.

Sweet.

<3

Anybody wanna see the hand moves me and den made up?

I love being around you. Which is, hardly, anymore.

Dust in the attic.

Well I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

Today was pretty eventful. I'm determined to improve on Word Challenge. AND WEISZE, THE ONLY REASON WHY YOU LIKE CHALLENGING ME IS 'COS YOU MOSTLY WIN. Hmph. Got a freakin' headache. I'm not looking forward to school also. I've suddenly become so whiny and annoying. I need some sleep.

Stalks of sunflowers!

Just reached home, it's 1.31a.m, by the way. Gotta wake up at 6 tomorrow. Hahahaha. Asshole Tai ti is the bestest best game ever! Was the asshole/ prostitute wayyy too many times. (Insert lame joke of me being a chicken. Ahem. ) Played with cousins, muching on peanuts and such. Haven't laughed so much in ages, or smiled, at least. Missed thanksgiving dinner today/ going to miss church tomorrow. Doesn't really matter. Can't wait for CNY! (: So excited. Hahaha.

Chucking my feelings aside and into the back of my head is good once in a while.

In the end.

My eyes hurt. Westlife songs are good for mindless days like today. I already listened to 40 of their songs from 2 of their ancient CDs. HAHAHA. The lyrics are all about the same anyway.

You make me feel funny
When you come around
Yeah that's what I found out honey
What am I doing without you
You make me feel happy
When I leave you behind
It plays on my mind now honey
What am I doing without you

Took for granted everything we had
As if I'd find someone
Who's just like you

You get the idea.

Just a lot like it.

Ah, I'm so exhausted. In between running around today, searching for baking chocolate, having fun with the rainbow sprinkles, spending evening at the funeral, suffering a cold war with my dad for losing his $500 camera, and now sitting here typing out the commonwealth essay. In about 5 hours time, school will be starting. Whoo! (: Old quote- " My eyebags are touching the floor!" Hahaha. 2009's been overwhelming so far.