You have stolen my heart.

I want to stay like this forever, though I don't have an idea how long forever is.
Just us two.
Whether it's on the bus going to nowhere, or sitting on the railings with the wind blowing on our faces or even at my house listening to my parents ramble on while you're squeezing my foot below the table.
We can just go on like this, as long as we like.

I want to get married at the Fullerton.

My parents, are awesome enough for me.

"Come Bryan, have tea with us! "

Anyway. I think too many crazy things have been happening, they don't seem crazy anymore.

I don't think I can ever stop loving you.

It's frustrating when you can't seem to find exact words to say what you're really feeling.
I just want to stay in your arms, for as long as I can. Probably forever.

'Cause you're my everything.

Boundless love.

Divyalakshmi, you're great to talk to. I never knew he loved me so much. Hhaha. Cheer up darling, don't cry anymore. I don't know how to help you, but he loves you so much. So just keep believing, and it'll be alright again.

You're unlike any other, you'll always be my thunder.

Let's just say that the after effects are still as strong as it is.
I don't ever want them to wear off.

Today went out with HGS people, missed them so much. Went around Tampiness to eat then Dion brought us to some secluded Kallng Leisure mall of something. Had fun just talking, (ahem) and using Tash's phone to take pictures. Ate donuts and pastamania, taught them how to play Never Ever, turned out everyone was unpure! Hahaha. Love you guys.

I don't want school.

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

We're doing things we shouldn't do.
But I don't care, because this is what everything's about, and it's incredible, too wonderful, it's so cliche to say the words out loud. I'll never forget today, eight hours and counting. Ever.

Happy, happy, happy.

Tonight will be the night.

We camwhore in Polo T-shirts.

WEI SZE & YI TING ON BOYS:

B. says:
love him bits!

WEISZE; all that you want says:
>:(

WEISZE; all that you want says:
he's mine

WEISZE; all that you want says:
hahah

Later:

B. says:
eeeeeeeeeeeee

B. says:
eeeeeeeeeeeeee

B. says:
eeeeeeeeeee

B. says:
e

WEISZE; all that you want says:
HAHAHAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY

B. says:
hahhahaa.

B. says:
i should say 'b' instead of 'e' hor.

B. says:
(:

WEISZE; all that you want says:
................................

B. says:
hahahaa.

B. says:
kidding lah.

WEISZE; all that you want says:
then it wont make sense you Bodo

B. says:
rrrrrrrrrrrrrr

WEISZE; all that you want says:
hahah

B. says:
rrrrrrrrrrrr

B. says:
rrrrrrrrrr

WEISZE; all that you want says:
and looks like some egyptian langauge?

WEISZE; all that you want says:
haha

B. says:
rr, rrr rrr rrr!

B. says:
hahaha.

WEISZE; all that you want says:
trying to make dinosaur sound ah

WEISZE; all that you want says:
you seem happy today, B back from camp ah?

B. says:
yeah.

B. says:
haha.

B. says:
(: (: (:

B. says:
hahhaa.

WEISZE; all that you want says:
cheh, no wonder lah

WEISZE; all that you want says:
obviously!

B. says:
:P


Thanks for always being there for me, dearest. And I'll keep saying this because it's true.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

Just like any other.

Think. Dream. Wonder. Hope. Wish.
I hate fluctuations.

Had breakfast with WeiSze, took black-white ID photos and crashed each other's Topshop cubicle countless times. My mum lost my phone that she confiscated from me. I'm looking forward to Sunday, with Jia Tash Dion TL, we have so much to talk about.

I want it to rain now. Not a light drizzle, or small rain drops, but those heavy downpours, angry fierce rain hurtling from the sky, making noise on your umbrella and soaking your sneakers thoroughly, drenching your skin and making you shiver.

May be surrounded by, a million people I, still feel all alone, I just wanna go home, Oh, I miss you, you know.

Please hurry back and make me feel alright again. I don't care what the damn weather report says about Friday. Everything hurts now.

if this isn't love-

Camp was freakin' awesome, believe it or not.

Amid the Hell Night, Samara lookalikes, mud bath and water games, being Day i/c, Divya the pangseher, hugging and screaming in the bunks, plum buddies, squad 57 is cool, "OHMYGOD, SHIT!" and touching the forbidden classroom after that, whistle freezing diam-ings, juniors, seniors, food, push ups, seeing a real shooting star, campfire, lots of hugging, crying, IDENTITY, sue in court, crammed in the sick bay, Meritaten!

Damn I'm hungry. Today is Vegetarian Day. Woots. I need sleep.

And I miss you like hell and heaven combined.
26th March.
Don't ever stop this. Don't stop love. Don't stop loving. Because right now, I know I'll never stop, ever.

I've learnt to think less,
It makes being happier a lot easier.

Yesterday we were supposed to go camping at ECP. Family bonding or something.
Didn't in the end.
Which means.

Sorry.

Camp on Monday. Welcome to hell. Divya, don't pangseh me if not I cry.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.
Especially for you.

TYT, don't you love this alphaBet.

Andria is the great. She is my best table partner. We both like Jenny Lim alot. We'll have that double date soon, AJ and BYT. Elbob and Spongemo! Whoo. Hahaha.

Exactly fourteen Red Crossers crashed the attic on Thursday. It was crazy, with underground Camp Prep and all, the aircon full blast and all of us dancing and singing to performance items. Was late for Ya Kun Kaya Toast date. Thursday ended crazily, couldn't sleep all night.

Tomorrow, auditions at 7.30am. Make up and all, with our sleazy performance outfits. Hahaha. Finals baby, here we come!

I'm talking to much.

"And I really mean it when I said I love you."

Well, I hope I mean it too.
Tomorrow night. Dances around. I swear, once you break a rule, you'll have to break all of 'em.

Talking waaaay too much now. Banana chips are good. I miss Nigella Express. Alot. And I'm not the only one who watches it. 'Cept no one watches Martha Stewart. Hahhaha. She's a cool grandma. I need sleep now. Nownownow. I'm having a flu. Hahah. I like Friday nights.

Kinda.

Kaya toast at 6.45.

Am I in love with you, or you, in love with me?

Why the fuck do things have to be so uncertain and so fragile? Why does it seem like it's just some wasted remaining of nothing and that it's not going to work and we'll just end up angry and hated? I don't feel anything. No fucking thing, zlich zero nothing not there.

I feel so numb. Numb, sad, hurt, lost, confused. Throw out the vocabulary.

Stolen Smiles.

I swear, sometimes my heart is beating so fast, and I'm so happy, I can barely breathe.

Okay, I'll move on to other things. Haha. Been busy with (surprisingly) Red Cross. Spent Saturday with dance and Monday, Tuesday will be Arts Fest and Camp Vetting. Next Saturday, dance auditions, camp next week, farewell and hopefully Finals. Nothing much else to talk about now. I don't want school. I want sleep. I want rain. I want Thursdays. Come online. Hahaha. I love you.

A thousand times I’ve seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
Make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you’re all I hear
Everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

Find the place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city buzz, sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I had to find just where you are
The faces seems to blur, they’re all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don’t you trick me out
We shall overcome
So all have stayed in place
We should have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we’re over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time, too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I, I
wish this could last forever
I, oh I, I
As if we could last forever

Love remains the same
Love remains the same

Last night was amazing.

We will have fun under the stars.

Two days.
Two fucking days.
Hahaha.

I think I'm PMS-ing.

Yeah, I know the feeling exactly.

It's raining, grey skies and lots, lots of rain.

Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen when you tell me you're in love
Say it again