Friday, March 19, 2010

BLOOMZ.

Hello what am I doing here?! Blogs are great when you actually have something good to talk about. But I don't really like talking about myself much...haha but this shall be one of those rare few posts that would be loooong and rubbish. (:

First of all.

Camp. Was great, except i feel so fucking disappointed in myself. I mean I was given a good post and I just lazed around and did nothing the whole of last year. He came and messed up a part of the year, but that's no excuse. It was disappointment, really. I've let them all down. I read the letter she gave me (she stepped down and I was her 'successor') just felt like crying. It's mighty strange what they see in me. Come on, I USED THE FUNDS. Ugh.


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I like Taylor Swift's Today was a Fairytale song. And Justin's Bieber's Baby. Oh random fact: I suck at spelling. Den was disgusted the first time she met me and realised that I didn't know how to spell tons of words. Like guard, and juniors.


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Boys, boys, boys. They suck the energy out of me omg! And it's not like he's-hot-makes-me-weak-so-now-that-i'm-done-staring-i'm-really-tired. They're complicated(quite) and they have their own secret talk and code. It frustrating because I'm left out. And I still think they're superficial. And they can't take rejection, so they sulk off and ignore you. WHO NEEDS FRIENDSHIPS THEN?!?!?! Pftt.


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Tired of smiling @ bitches. >:(


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It has to stop raining. I need to cycle!! Not need lah, but want to. Get away. Goodness the house is like stale bread. I'm cooking chin chow now, btw. Getting domesticated. Heh.


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Sometimes I look at you and I want more than anything to tell you that it's REALLY going to end sooner or later (more of sooner). And yes maybe it's the first time for you and you're floating in the sky of passion. But love's not like that. I'm sorry. Maybe I'm wrong and judgemental; snobby. I can only be supportive. Best of luck then! :)

That was very hypocritical of me. Shit. I need shopping. Shopping needs me! Mum's giving me monthly allowance and i'm squandering it off. Buying files and dividers and photocopying notes. Eeee. Hahahhhahaha okay bb.

bb is the most unrefined way of ending a post. Like, there's facial cream called BB cream. Or bb is shortform for basketball. However, bb sounds like a sleek way to say bye. Bye sounds lame/awkward/weird. Thought of a better one, though unoriginal-

xx.

PS. Resolution for this weekend: Get G-ified. ((((((((((:

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