I'd love to think that's love is love, but what do I know?

Sink.

What's your best is only someone's half or less.

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As E says, PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need guidance.

Shut up, just shut up. You had me at Hello.

OKAY IT'S LIKE FREAKING A.M NOW. I miss having a life. After I've realised how much I've actually been missing out. Fun, that is.
Life has been generous to me this year. I have lots to say but when it comes down to blogging about it, it just becomes like NEH what the heck to write about?!?!
Basically, I'm glad that I've learned more about things and the way they function. Very insightful. I'm busy like two bees(!?!??!?!?!), flitting from one place to another and end up rather exhausted once the night sets in. It's good i'm occupied, jam-packed with activities. Cause then I'll think less, and be happier. Simple faith, simple happiness. I like that idea. And yes, sleep is a wonderful thing. I'm not so moody with adequate sleep. Though those hereditary eye bags refuse to go away.
Other than that, I'm looking forward (quite) to the prospect of growing up and being a housewife. Or do some odd jobs(haha) then have a few office flings (or with gardeners, kidding) and thereafter settle down with my husband. I don't like the word soul mate. There is no soul mate. Just how much one complements the other, and the willingness to work out the differences to make the marriage a sustainable one. Happy Ever After? Tsh.

5 totally random facts about me now:

- I need to exercise.
-I'm sick of peanut butter.
-Different scents remind me of different times in my life.
-I like the feeling of a little creepy, goose-bumpish nostalgia.
-Experiences whether great or terrible, are wonderful.

Good morning all you sleeping heads on the pillow!! (:

BLOOMZ.

Hello what am I doing here?! Blogs are great when you actually have something good to talk about. But I don't really like talking about myself much...haha but this shall be one of those rare few posts that would be loooong and rubbish. (:

First of all.

Camp. Was great, except i feel so fucking disappointed in myself. I mean I was given a good post and I just lazed around and did nothing the whole of last year. He came and messed up a part of the year, but that's no excuse. It was disappointment, really. I've let them all down. I read the letter she gave me (she stepped down and I was her 'successor') just felt like crying. It's mighty strange what they see in me. Come on, I USED THE FUNDS. Ugh.


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I like Taylor Swift's Today was a Fairytale song. And Justin's Bieber's Baby. Oh random fact: I suck at spelling. Den was disgusted the first time she met me and realised that I didn't know how to spell tons of words. Like guard, and juniors.


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Boys, boys, boys. They suck the energy out of me omg! And it's not like he's-hot-makes-me-weak-so-now-that-i'm-done-staring-i'm-really-tired. They're complicated(quite) and they have their own secret talk and code. It frustrating because I'm left out. And I still think they're superficial. And they can't take rejection, so they sulk off and ignore you. WHO NEEDS FRIENDSHIPS THEN?!?!?! Pftt.


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Tired of smiling @ bitches. >:(


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It has to stop raining. I need to cycle!! Not need lah, but want to. Get away. Goodness the house is like stale bread. I'm cooking chin chow now, btw. Getting domesticated. Heh.


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Sometimes I look at you and I want more than anything to tell you that it's REALLY going to end sooner or later (more of sooner). And yes maybe it's the first time for you and you're floating in the sky of passion. But love's not like that. I'm sorry. Maybe I'm wrong and judgemental; snobby. I can only be supportive. Best of luck then! :)

That was very hypocritical of me. Shit. I need shopping. Shopping needs me! Mum's giving me monthly allowance and i'm squandering it off. Buying files and dividers and photocopying notes. Eeee. Hahahhhahaha okay bb.

bb is the most unrefined way of ending a post. Like, there's facial cream called BB cream. Or bb is shortform for basketball. However, bb sounds like a sleek way to say bye. Bye sounds lame/awkward/weird. Thought of a better one, though unoriginal-

xx.

PS. Resolution for this weekend: Get G-ified. ((((((((((:

"Only the most lucid can see love as a comedy."

Happy Valentines' day eve everybody.

To tell you I love you.

I have huge veins. So ugly, like a fifty year old. And my stupid LG can't connect to the com to upload anything. :(

Note to God.

Hello. I'm not dead.

Anyway, life is same old same old, except I've realised how small Singapore is. Which is cool, cause coincidences happen, miracles, in fact. And you wonder, wow must be some sort of fate. Hahahaha what the heck lah whatever. But there is some truth in that. (:

Hate grappling with my feelings. UGH. School is surreal and suffocating(sometimes), I don't know why. It's the class. That sounds bitchy. Hahahhahahahahaa. Okay it's me then. At least I've grown closer to some people. Which I like. (:

Me and Ph tried making a pact. Actually we did, over lunch, and swearing promising it with waffles. I guess some things are too late to amend already, you know. It's like boom and there goes the year, there goes that friend you drifted apart from but never bothered to get back to.

Oh, speaking of which. I made up with a friend. ((((((: Hate it when it's awkward, seriously. So it's good. Haha.

Looking forward to tomorrow. Desperately trying to salvage my Chinese. I just feel connected to the language okay??!???!!??! This post feels like a conversation.

Shall end this off with my email name I created in p4. Life is looking good.

(: