Desmond.

So waited for hours for tash to get to the east of Singapore, went back to hgs, only to be swarmed by giant groups of the junior batches. Talked to Mrs Lim, she's freaking skinny still. Hahaha. Later met the other girls at ion. Ate and talked, walked to far east. We acted like P6-ers. Gosh. Sat down below the escalator, talked somemore, mostly about canteen nuggets/ jia's ex-bestfriends. After that bloody walked to Plaza Sing. Legs were hurting badly with stupid guitar. Today was so immature, what with lame jokes on high. Loved it nonetheless. Think I've never laughed so much, with a full bladder, and tash's empty stomach. HAHAHAHA.
Shall never wear two ponytails ever. YUCK.


I know I'm not a hopeless case.

Mona lisa smile.

Parents and brother will be out of town, at least for a good 5 days. Meanwhile, had good fun in the hot sun at WS's church, captain's ball with various vegetables, cabbage was the best on the list, also chicken which I didn't get to try. Dinner afterwards, watched Amelie probably for the 4th time. With Zhen Yang. Laughed at many nude scenes, was totally not awkward. Hahahahhaa. Can't wait for tomorrow, hopefully go back to hgs, then chill and ambush at dion's house, order pizza and watch some G-rated movie.

When the heck will I be able to see you?! It's like you've disappeared on me.

I have started beliving in horoscopes.

I never meant to start a war.

Absolute.

Spent the friday waiting for audition results, didn't get in. Probably because we screwed up and hardly practised. Then went for rc, had little gossiping sessions, "Ma'am Ting Ting", one of the juniors wrote on her GK paper. Bloody funny, scolded the juniors and read out all the GK papers with rubbish answers.

I'm going on a study spree. Somehow today's almost two period long lecture has gotten into me, and yes, I do want to do this for myself, not anyone else.

Run around and scream,
Yes I thought I knew you,
Yes I really did,
But now I know better,
Better than I ever did.

Bitch!

:)

THERE GOES MY HERO-

I DIDN'T KNOW IT'LL FEEL LIKE THIS.

Thanks for being there.

It's been ages since I've logged on.
Emmaunuelle was right when she said that the only way you could be happy was if people around you were all happy.
I can't make unhappy people happy, anyway. Not really.
Other than so-not-there teachers' day performance audition and scaring people with my peeling fingers, tat and rach's extremely cheena peformance at the esplanade with paige and bitchy boys beside us, finding out girls act fake half the time, I think I just need to sleep. I wanna do car wash 'cept what happened to the crew?!

Something,
Something from my heart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH-

I know this is so belated and I didn't give you a present so I feel really obliged.
We're not bestfriends close, but I can really talk to you and make fun of you, with Sathrin and her constant taunting of you being bi/les. You're an interesting girl, so don't hurt so much. We understand each other, don't we. (: I know you'll find love, I just know it. No matter how many times you say you hate them. Get a facebook account girl, and go out with me sometime. Yes, I'll get you Mind games. Keep spinning that yellow cabbage thing, and keep making the ram smell its ass. <3

I could use somebody.

Yesterday LEGACY project with eay(hehe), sathrin, julia and yu ann. BLOODY FUN! Mdm Khoo gave us trophies to clean from a secret cupboard somewhere along the first floor. Had a hundred(literally) trophies, some won 20 years ago, ancient antiques and glass bits, dead lizard. Sorted everything out by CCA, (softball and RED CROSS the most!) then slowly wiped and cleaned everyone. Discovered glass cabbages and terracotta warriors, ram with a detachable head and body, URNS(group favourite), and many many dusty pictures and weird prizes. Took the whole afternoon, packing, rearranging, laughing, videoing ("My juniors say that I'm in their heart...when they're bored!") talking and playing with the ram. Kissed anne in the red cross room(hahaahahaa, inside joke) and elizabeth wheeled me down the ramp and around the canteen. Had to go off early, but heard that after I left they tried stealing the urns to sell on ebay. Mdm Khoo caught them, found one urn hidden in the toilet! HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA. We should totally do this more often, digging up the past of TKGS. Haha.

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What am I supposed to do?

Saw you that morning, with your uniform now and looking far away. As I sat there, watched you get on bus 25 without looking back. With each year, we're further apart. I could live like this, you could too.

;

I'm sorry. Really fucking sorry. Though I'm not sure whose fault it was.
My life has so many mistakes to amend, re-do, forgive, take back those words and pretend.
What's the use. I think I'm just scared. I always am.

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Something 'bout the look in your eyes, something 'bout your beautiful face.

Mother bitch.

Drama floor anthem with a vulgar title.
Beth, awesome job, you rock! Drama was wonderful. Crazy pictures after, parkway macs till 11.

So why don't I, make one more wrong turn tonight?

Today after National Day celebration, camwhored around everywhere, my hair was soaking in sweat. Peihua said my face was shining. :( Hahaha. Took a photo(actually many photos, but one particular one) with Amanda and we were standing really close, arms around each other, then-

"Oh shit, why am I touching your ass?!!??!"

Didn't realise, but when I did, I couldn't stop laughing. HAHAHAAHAHHA. Went to MOS, a whole big group of us who ordered milk tea with lots of milk. Shall order that everytime I go there from now. Rocks.

I love you, if I can convey this heart to you
I love you, if you teach that heart
I'll become like it in every way
Love you, love you, love you, forever

Forget the sappy lyrics, it's my favourite song.

This is home.

WE WON FIRST EVERYBODY!!! (:

I know it was hardly my effort, and the guitars could couldn't be heard. Nonetheless, shall dedicate here. Haha.
Faustina, Amandas and Sam, awesome singers, would have never won without you four. Faizah, you rock as our drummer. And Emmanuelle, at home quarantined, get well soon okay. We won this for you! Thank you 4/3 for helping us quite a bit, and the other contestants for wishing us good luck and congratulating us. AND LASTLY, THANK YOU MISS NG YOU ARE THE BESTEST BEST. Thanks for helping us every recess and after school, opening the music rooms and teaching me to strum properly, and gossiping with us. Thanks Amira (I'm sorry if it's the wrong spelling!), always supporting us even though I hardly know you. Sorry if I scared you when I hugged you! HAHA.

Good job everyone! (:

P.S. Our prize was ferrero rocher chocolates, famous amos cookies and potato chips. No comment. Hahaha.

'Cause I know you will always be a part of me.

Happy birthday Weisze!

So this is eight days belated. It was intentional. Okay fine it wasn't. (:
Remember the first few months of sec one days where we exchanged shoes for a day, labelled each other with permanent makers, letter books and all of that? Three years later we're pretty much still stuck this way, in a good way of course. Thanks for believing, supporting, lame joke-ing, caring, forgiving. Hope you'll find that prince in his shining armor soon, with that happy ever after. Love you bbf.

P.S. I know you love the pencil case. (: That's why I was in art club for a reason. HAHAHA.

Chilli cha cha.

Haven't blogged in ages. Today's performance during assembly sucked, I hated it. I forgot half my chords, the amp was screwed, Faizah dropped her drumstick, Amanda dropped her pick, she took mine and half-way playing without it my finger bled and the guitar bloody. The strings were stained. I was like, "oh my fuck", and continued playing. So freak it, we'll do better tomorrow. (:
Miss Eng loves my guitar. Haahaha. I think all of us were so nervous lah.

Why can't I ever get the courage to do things I want to do?